*Today's Failure, Tomorrow's Lesson*

Mistakes of today are lessons of tomorrow
If I've wronged today hopefully tomorrow I'll be aware of what troubles await my decisions.
Even though I lose today and all my  quests emerge fruitless...
 I will let them manifest and create a platform to broadcast all my errs so I may take on the ability to alter what's negative and turn it into what's positive
*GREATNESS*
Coming to terms with one's mistakes is one way to see that you have grown into a being that thinks out of the box, no prejudice, no concealment, no grudges, no nothing...
Only the ability to scrutinize a problem from a different angle every time...
To play devils advocate in whatever situation confronted with...
 To be open minded and true to oneself, for not every beating heart within your social circle trusts you 100 percent to tell you of...
Their darkest deeds
Their deepest fears
Their greatest desires...
*NO*
For these are elements known to those who trust with no pint of doubt...
Now the question is...
Can you trusted rather than
Can you trust...
For one should always open thy doors first inside to try turning stones in another persons life...
Just like to be truly graceful and happy
Your heart should be content with the situation presented!

WHAT SORCERY IS THIS???

You are of who I dream in my sleep
You are the admired vision of my eye
You are the cause of a smile on my face
You are the angel in all my prayers and the everlasting light of my life..
*OR SO I THINK*
Is the dream in my sleep not a disguised nightmare...
Is the vision of my eye no mere optical illusion...
Ain't the smile on my face a forced fabrication...
Does the beat of my heart not signify the fear of being left..
Are you the angel who shall answer to my prayers when I need the answers least...
Are you the light or a mere reflection of other people's perfection.
All these questions have no answers *YET*
Father time shall unveil all that lies ahead soon
No secrets shall be kept
No memories hidden
No feelings concealed
Yes I long for that day..
When we shall see eye to eye...
When we shall decide who is door for the other or vice versa to the statement broadcasted..
Shall you leave me..
Forsake me..
Break what you stole and
Make it a masterpiece of shattered sediments
Or maybe not
Maybe you'll make me the centre of your life
Too many maybe's... So now I wait and  see what the the future unfolds as it comes to be!

BrOkEn HeArTs DoNt LaSt!!!!

There comes a time in one's life when the euphoria caused by the link to another persons' heart blinds our vision, to see the truth , to conclude the facts.

When one believes that the other is as faithful and trustworthy as thy is...
Never to think that, that specific person is just another wolf in sheep's clothing...
They tell you they love you to keep you on their leases but the questions to ask are simple and rhetoric...
 The '' do you love me!'' you throw their way is answered with a dirty fabricated meaningless ''yes'' and an additional ''more than anything in this world'' to keep you from wandering from the place they have put you in their lives...
By their side,
 too bad you aren't the only one there..
But this never crosses your mind because you're apparently inlove
*PFFF* does *LOVE* even exist ....
Teenagers don't love...
They infatuate,
Some so much until the truth smacks them right across the face...
Then you crumble to dust, for you never thought of your partner from the cheating perspective...
You thought you were alone.
Too bad you were wrong...you were just an option in a List of many other broken hearted people..
But yeah
Don't worry yourself too much..
Every wound heals..
Even *BROKEN HEARTS DON'T LAST*.

BLIND HOPE...

Some words can never be spoken of.
Some feelings can never be expressed
melancholical statements can never be written.
Questions, heartbreaking, can never be asked.
So much that can't be done,
but as for what we can do...
We can choose to love with no other emotions...
We can tell the truth with no stone left unturned...
We can lie so well that our compulsive lies turn to our own forms of truth...
We can choose to leave and never turn back...
We can choose to stay and never go away...
Whatever we do shall have a response...
Be it..
Voluntarily or involuntarily...
We shall feel it...
For usually it hurts us deep
Shatters our hearts
Damages our states of mind and causes illness to our healths.
For the heartless it's one of the many experiences caused by emotions never felt...
For the soft hearted it's a rainy day, thundered, imperialised by dark clouds and endless storms but whatever you take it to be...
Know that it can't rain forever
someday the sun will shine...
The birds will chirp
The sky will be blue once again...
Nature shall bloom and
You of all people shall be happy once more!

TODAY.... THE DAY THAT IS!!!

Today is the day after yesterday, that acted as tommorow for the previous day.
The day unto which many fantasies were build
The day we're currently living,
Brought forth by the element of time and expressed by the pure reality of life
hmm...
We cross our fingers and hope *TODAY* brings us nothing else but luck and good things to come,
maybe to create memories that will be carved in other peoples hearts for eternity...
Not to be remembered as days that were dark and gloomy.
 These that caused heavy hearts due to the exchange of ear shattering vocal transactions made at moments of emotional instability... Only due to the mere fact that the brakes to moral thinking were applied and so the cannon was set loose and the curses freed.
So much that they made our knees shake and our bodies shiver deep within our skins...
Nope..
Nobody wants this
Unless you're a breed of pure evil and you're diabolic to the core.
We want days that bring joy to the organ that gives life, days that will forever be written in our lives books
Days to tell tales about, days to remenisce and think out loud
What ever way we do this in.
These days should always bring us happiness
No matter where
No matter how!

To the day of your death, you shall be LOVED,
Even Cerberus shall welcome you into his masters  home
When death befalls you...
With hope I pray that Hades calls you not yet,
For it is too soon
And my love for you is
Still too ripe
Still too sweet.........

WrOnG nAtUrE!!

Blessed with the ability to observe.
Countless women I don't deserve
I pay them heed but they do not care
I wish to touch but can only stare
The one with the magnificent personality..
She lacks the looks of a beauty QUEEN
She cares too little bout how she looks
and solemnly dissolves herself in her books
Out rightly good but inside she's possessed
By love and emotions of guilty pleasures
A sorry fate awaits this girl!
That pretty chick, she has no heart,
A cute face with a mind of a retard...
Annoying, hot and seemingly selfish
Her eyes are hypnotizing... internally devilish
She thinks she's too good for any man
A wrong perception...she needs ##
yet no amount of eloquence can make her comprehend that matters of the heart are as fragile as an egg in a baby's hand

#LETTER TO AN ENIGMA#

Dear You

I look at you without a clue On what to say and what to do
I always think of what to say but when
I come close,
I get tongue tied
The life you live
I cant decipher
The thoughts you wonder
I can't imagine
So much I wud give just for a moment...
To open the doors within your thinking...
To see if I too, am in your thoughts
As you in mine
All of the time.
I know at the end I'll bound up hurt
Because of what we shared
After we met
To you..its nothin BUT to someone like me...
It is something I wish never to forget.
The twinkle in your eyes and the gold in your touch
are memories that remain
Never to be forgotten, ever again!