WHAT SORCERY IS THIS???

You are of who I dream in my sleep
You are the admired vision of my eye
You are the cause of a smile on my face
You are the angel in all my prayers and the everlasting light of my life..
*OR SO I THINK*
Is the dream in my sleep not a disguised nightmare...
Is the vision of my eye no mere optical illusion...
Ain't the smile on my face a forced fabrication...
Does the beat of my heart not signify the fear of being left..
Are you the angel who shall answer to my prayers when I need the answers least...
Are you the light or a mere reflection of other people's perfection.
All these questions have no answers *YET*
Father time shall unveil all that lies ahead soon
No secrets shall be kept
No memories hidden
No feelings concealed
Yes I long for that day..
When we shall see eye to eye...
When we shall decide who is door for the other or vice versa to the statement broadcasted..
Shall you leave me..
Forsake me..
Break what you stole and
Make it a masterpiece of shattered sediments
Or maybe not
Maybe you'll make me the centre of your life
Too many maybe's... So now I wait and  see what the the future unfolds as it comes to be!