I tried to understand the world and the choices we make.
I tried to put into line my thoughts that are too scattered for freedom.
Thoughts stolen by the gap in a reality of a father I never had.
A mother who went too soon to feel the wrath of an only sons full achievement.
Thoughts stolen by a heart that knows not how to fully be bound without two like others for them .
Parents.
I tried to understand the world but my thoughts were stolen.
They were stolen by the girl that i first fell inlove with .
The one I wrote love letters and met behind the classroom to hold hands and feel pure for.
The one that first taught me that love is a myth and hearts are for breaking and feeling
but some of us live out of this world when we're in it hence it's real.
The one that took off the eye cap of that beautiful lie and showed me the ugly truth .
That people are selfish and your investment in their emotion is useless lest they too have invested equitably.
I tried to understand the world but my thoughts were stolen.
They were stolen by knowledge I didn't really have and a love to learn but sometimes curiosity often killed the cat.
I learned that drugs exist and they can take you away.
Blank out everything and bring about the best peace mountain for yout monk mind.
Meditation and Patience.
I also learned that it took you.
It took your weight your thoughts your schedule your lifestyle.
Also the colour of your lips .
And left you with nothing but scorn from the outside world.
I tried to understand the world but my thoughts were stolen.
They were stolen by the call of the nightlife , the tune of the sound and the will to move. The drowning of sorrows in the noise and the sight of ridiculous joy.
The glitz and the glamour, the chills and the thrives.
I was taken.
I tried to understand the world but my thoughts were stolen
They were stolen by these network,
Your Facebook my snapchat, her insragram, and his Twitter.
They were stolen when I was proclaimed a keyboard warrior and formed part of the elite that sucked us further from humanity.
Placed is deep into our phones and plunged us deeper into the pit of emptimindedness.
I lost my table manners and came to forget that these things exist to bring us closer to one anothero but the bowl of isolation seems to melt into the depth of further solitude for each of us.
I tried to understand the world but my thoughts were stolen...
They were stolen for I am human and temptation was sold to me in worldy things and I bought it.
I paraded it in my existence and it tied to me as if it was created for me.
I tried to understand the world but my thoughts were stolen.
They were stolen by the quest for peace in my heart and the hope of a better tomorrow.
The desire to be complete and cries to be free.
I tried to understand the world but my thoughts were stolen
They were stolen by a reality that everything around was not meant to be understood and life was meant to make you stand under the veil of your own comprehensions protection.
I wanted to understand but my thoughts were stolen.
They were stolen by you, by the world , they were stolen because I had no safe.
So please tell me
how could I be safe.
When I could not understand.
